It's Been A While

Also the title of a great song by Staind, it seemed an appropriate title to my latest blog post. Life post college is different, not necessarily great, but not bad either. Different is really the best word that comes to mind. Life is full of changes, a few of which I have experienced since the last time I blogged.

I spend a lot of time looking for various jobs. This includes searching the media (internet, newpaper, magazines, etc.), and scoping out places that might advertise with signs or other creative forms of advertising positions. I've had a few leads, but none that have worked themselves out in my favor. As for now, I will stick with Food Lion, in hopes of moving quickly up the ladder. As long as I find something that doesn't interfere with church, I am happy.

Church has been different for me these past few months. I spent most of the summer visiting various churches in the area. I knew that God was leading me in another direction, I just wasn't sure where it was. After being so unsettled, indecisive, and a little discouraged, I visited a church that was recommended by a friend. It was a good first visit, and I was sure that was where God wanted me, but I decided to continue to visit a few more places. I didn't want to rush into anything. Well, it is now October, and I have been attending Crosslink Church regularly for several months. I recently became a member. That decision was a little rough for me, I wrestled between what God was telling me (join the church) and what others told me (give it more time).

It is such a blessing to be in the company of people who want to do God's work. (It reminds me a lot of Whitley Church, the church I attended my last year of college) It is also nice to know that I have people that hold me accountable for my actions, without judging me, all while challenging me to reach new peaks in my walk with the Lord. That in itself is enough to know that this is where I belong.

I think change is an essential part of life. I believe that even the bad things can shape us in positive ways. If we continue to dwell in the bad, we just might miss the good. Look for the rainbow in every storm.